25 Doubt

But what if I am not normal 
With all the mysteries known for me?.. 
They are hidden in such flows 
Which are known for chosen. 
And I maybe one of those 
For whom the roads are open?.. 

But how to explain to a blind man 
A feeling so known from mother's womb?.. 
The shining of stars as eternity shot, 
The glittering wisdom of fire?.. 
You either can see the scarlet dawn or not - 
It's not a matter of desire. 

But there is one thing that disturbs me -- 
who is more crippled: is it me or is it he? 
He? - as I think that he is so low 
As it looks from my soaring flight. 
Or maybe that`s me? - because I don't know 
his understanding of life... 

Translaion from 1996